Dear Yolo,
Actually I hate telling people bout my problem. They don't need to worry bout me. yes, I prefer to be a good listener. That's why I never post or share something whatever bout my 'sensitive' story. I hope u know what I mean. Yes, when I fall in love (for example) I just keep in secretly. and when someone hurt me, yes I did the same way, bcoz sometimes, based on the experience, when you try to tell people bout ur problem, 20 % try to help solve it, 20 % can't do anything, and the rest is they are happy to hear that. And, it's the first time I wanna share what I am feeling tonight! *serius amat neng* I hope no one, especially my close friend will complained about it. coz I never publish this blog. honestly, I am happy to have zero follower. why? first time create this account, I will make it my diary..my online diary. It's private. But then, haaa 2 followers coming? who are they? where are they come from? what do they want? yeaah, I can't called it private anymore. haa whatever~
hemm, Tonight, I am trying to think if I even have any flashback, Oouch, . why?? It’s been months, but it still hurts like crazy, they said times will heal everything. But they didn’t say, how long it would take. Poor I’m. T__T/ ok, forget it. Come on, life is beautiful..*cheering myself* Sometimes letting go is so hard. But it’s better than holding on to someone that isn’t there..and sometimes it’s better to push someone away, not bcoz I stopped loving that someone, but because I have to shield myself from the pain.. And I believe, I have made the best decision. U have to know, I hate the way u broke my heart into pieces. Eeeh wait, it doesn’t hurt me that I’m losing you, it hurts because you’re not fighting to keep me.. :’)
shh… you hear that? that’s the sound of nobody caring. -___-“
Ok, No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry, and hurting.. and it happened to me. So, It’s over now.. :)
Sincerely, . . .
p/s : no need to correct my grammar yaa! ;P
